My heart is heavy, my mind is clouded, and the passion inside of me is burning me alive. I have so many dragons I'm fighting. Bad self image, selfishness, ( oh the irony) lack of motivation, doubt, and trust to name a few. I have caused so much injustice in the world just because of my own undisciplined decisions. It seems to be the main way I learn, the hard way. I am thankful that I have been able to learn from my mistakes. People who know me think I'm a perfect sweet girl with everyone else's best interest at heart. HAHA. Your wrong, I started out excited about Jesus but then started dishonoring Him with my decisions and lifestyle. So next time you think man she is so perfect, ask about my story. I will for sure disappoint you. People like to romanticize me, make my life and actions sound beautiful and my mistakes understandable. My life reflects my heart, it is full of filth and sin. With all of that said, dragons aren't pretty and killing them is a messy business. However, the joy you get from destroying them makes life a worth while adventure. The only way I have seen my filthy heart for what it is, has been God's law. The only way I have been strong enough to defeat any dragon that tries to rule my heart is Christ and His strength. If you are an agnostic reading this even you can agree that your selfishness has caused someone else pain and loss. So you know what I mean when I talk about dragons inside of us.
